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the beyond us girls dream of.

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I'm a unique girl I know and as stated, when I hear music, I listen to the Lyrics and when I feel something I want to put on repeat...  but I bet this is the song girls dream someone would write for them or sing to them. I sure do. I am one of many things but a hopeless romantic. I love Leon Bridges and his second album is damn good. Like better than the first if you have knowledge of the first album. I Can't believe he has topped it. This man is straight up motown and if you didn't know, you wouldn't realize he is living in 2018. And song 4. ahhhh. song 4. "Beyond" I have died and went to heaven. Is this even a song that's real???  Leon has written a love anthem to someone that we girls dream of and never know if it would ever happen. this is the song of romantic destiny. I smile and have dreamy thoughts when I hear it. It is likely to become quite popular and women will dream of a man feeling this way. It's a song about such a powerful lov

Reflections

I'm not used to writing publicly with my name and I fully expect judgment. I just do not care anymore. If you do not like me, don't read this nor pretend to like me...... EVER. I have went through a difficult divorce in the past 2 years, lost some close friends, gained friends and somewhere along the way found the true essence of myself. at 39, I'm a work in progress. I only wish to explore what it feels like today, in this moment, to lose people that I used to share my secrets with that are gone. My personality has led me down paths where I gave everything of myself to people and they took advantage and quite frankly I believe the term would be "spit me out once they got what they wanted from me". This meaning I was of no additional use to them. I believe in today's world people can be selfish and take what they need from another person not considering how it may make someone else feel. I do realize people grow apart over time and that is the natural

Space Cowboy

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I am a music lover. I express my emotions through my music. I know many people don't listen to music like I do but that's also OK. This is me. I am who I am and will never change into a person I am not. It isn't worth it. We only live once so I'd much prefer to be myself and not fake. So I enjoy many types of music and when Kacey Musgraves released her new album, "Golden Hour", I just absorbed it and swallowed it whole so to speak. Almost every song on the album I felt I could relate to it... some more than others.  I may write about a few others. I feel like in 2018, we run across many selfish people. Now, I admit I am not perfect by any means but I have learned in my 39 years I would much prefer to be giving and kind..  I'm not a "me me me" person. So I spent days listening to the album and I kept coming back to "Space Cowboy" amongst a few others. It's a selfless way of stating to someone that you are allowing them freedo
Welcome to what will be my new writing place on my thoughts and feelings in this world that lacks giving and kindness compared to generations past. I often say I should have been born in a different generation as my personality is often selfless and I'm quite giving. I use music to process many emotions and you'll likely see songs and lyrics in my posts to what's on my mind at any given moment. I have never used my name in anything I've written and went totally anonymous but I don't wish to do that any longer. I'll likely write my thoughts on many things in this blog. Experiences I have had, things happening in today's society, my thoughts on relationships, music and life in general. Some things may be of interest to you and some things may not. This is my new place so please follow along if you wish.